What the!

so as i was checking the blog of a known officemate, i've noticed that she's hanging out with him almost everyday. even during their day off. wow! can't imagine how fun it could be. but i've also noticed that they both always watch movies together.....duh if you were invited by somebody especilly a significant other to movies, what does it mean to you? of course it's like they're developing time to time. although i know she's not into relationship with men, because she's one of the boys, but duh she's still a woman that could easily fell to a man!

well it's even my fault, because i don't use to talk to her anymore. it's like i'm mad with her because of this issue. like she's not even attempting to call or text me. and this scumbag filth just steals the scene between my relationship with her. i'm afraid that both of them could developed and have each other's heart (stop that crap!)


i'm always unlucky when getting into a relationship. i used to think that i like her. i even can't stop thinking about her. so definitely i like her. i love her. i want her. o god am i a loser? don't wanna be just another echo! what shoul i do? i need to stop them. i need to get that scene back again to me. that crap will sooner loose this time .

i don't know what i should do. i can't even think what's the next step i'm gonna do! hello, echo! c'mon work for me. i need your help damn it! i need your attention please guide me for what is right and what i should do! i'm freakin' out here!

i felt like i'm beaten . well things may change. there's a will there's a way. sometimes words just can't explain.