TERMINATION, REJECTION, & EJECTION
well i was absent yesterday, i did not go to work for the reason that i hated to go to work. well this past few days i did not get well sleep. i feel like i'm still awake. it feels like i'm just taking a nap. i don't know. so yesterday i did not hesistate not to go to work but i was worried what would happen in the office during my absence. o well talking about paranoia. well yesterday i had a dream, i mean last last night. it's about a dead corpse. ok i don't have to put it in details. i just dreamt about a corpse. i told that to my mom and my cousin. o well they've said that it's a good news. so i was not that contented with just a simple good news.
after telling that to my mom and cousin. i went to NSO to get and filed a birth certificate for my cousin then after I went to the Mall to buy some goods. ok so i was in a hurry to go home to ask my mom again about the dream i had. she told me that my two other sisters had those dreams also. the three of us were having the same dream about corpse. mom elaborated what had happened to my sister. she finally got a full time job. after she had that dream. so it was amazing that it's really a good news. then my sister also had that kind of dream. still waiting for what good news she might have. what my mom said the good news for her will be their marriage. well, we never know.
then i've decided to create my resume. the good thing there was i finally finished my resume when suddenly this bastard BERNARD NAVARRO called me. ok expect the unexpected. it was finally the decision about my termination. well he said he thought that it was just a SKEP. bulllshit. he told me it's for termination then he would thought it's a SKEP. he's really an asshole. so i did not get mad or screamed for that. i'm actually expecting that. so finally i had a peace of mind. i finally knew then. so i immediately fixed all my things and straight went to the head office to surrender those darn stupid freaking things. well i have to wait til 11 am to wait for that freaking person to finish my clearance. ok so i've contacted all the people that i know would help me and would somehow comfort me for what i'm feeling. i was shaking and can't even think straight about my plans and stuff. those people were not available except for MARTIN and DARREL. theses people who i did not think would help me. was the people who was there and keep texting me because they want to help me. i really appreciate that.
When i was contacting two other friends (girls) who i know is very available for me. well they weren't this girl is sick and so i kept trying to contact her but still asleep and it feels like she does not want to talk to me. so what. so i've contacted another person and i was shocked when she went to laguna with her boyfriend. i don't care about that. but the problem there was, she said that i go straight to their house to wait for her there after lunch. i kept texting her but no reply and she rejects my miss calls. then so i arrived at their house around 1:30 pm. that's after luch right? then the last text that i've received was their already at c5 and they're stuck in traffic. so that was after 4 hours of waiting at their house. i looked like a stupid shit waiting for nothing. when she suddenly texted me that she's already in manila at her boyfriend's restaurant. she said that they've arrived there at around 5 pm. she just texted me an hour when thy've arrived there. yeah i understand why they took so long. but the issue was why didn't she texted me upon arriving there. so i could've went home straight. yeah, it broke my heart in a sense of unreasonable reason for her not to text me immediately upon arriving at manila. o well that's life. enough is enough. nothing much to talk about. so when she texted me just to go home and wait for her call. i've replied simple as "TNX". then i immediately grab my bag and jacket and went straight home. i told my mom white lies about what had happened. not a problem for me but i regret. so they all keep telling me about good things and what about my dreams. ok that seems to be comfort that i was looking for.
i've decided not to contact her and not to have any communication from her. "bahala sya". he kept texting me today 03/03/2005 i did not hesistate not to reply. she said if i'm mad at her and she said she's sorry. well i did not mind. get the heel out of my life, i said to myself. since you're getting married tht would be the happiness that you're craving for. i'll just go away like the wind. just to avoid any hindrances to their relationship. well this will be the last time that i will be writing journals about her. i guess i would gradually say this with all my heart and with all my pride. SHE"S NOT WORTH IT!!!!!
o well i gotta make my printer work to print my resumès. ok see you when i finally got a new job. i promise to make it good now. thanks for being there all the way for me. i'll still post my journals here. wish me luck!
after telling that to my mom and cousin. i went to NSO to get and filed a birth certificate for my cousin then after I went to the Mall to buy some goods. ok so i was in a hurry to go home to ask my mom again about the dream i had. she told me that my two other sisters had those dreams also. the three of us were having the same dream about corpse. mom elaborated what had happened to my sister. she finally got a full time job. after she had that dream. so it was amazing that it's really a good news. then my sister also had that kind of dream. still waiting for what good news she might have. what my mom said the good news for her will be their marriage. well, we never know.
then i've decided to create my resume. the good thing there was i finally finished my resume when suddenly this bastard BERNARD NAVARRO called me. ok expect the unexpected. it was finally the decision about my termination. well he said he thought that it was just a SKEP. bulllshit. he told me it's for termination then he would thought it's a SKEP. he's really an asshole. so i did not get mad or screamed for that. i'm actually expecting that. so finally i had a peace of mind. i finally knew then. so i immediately fixed all my things and straight went to the head office to surrender those darn stupid freaking things. well i have to wait til 11 am to wait for that freaking person to finish my clearance. ok so i've contacted all the people that i know would help me and would somehow comfort me for what i'm feeling. i was shaking and can't even think straight about my plans and stuff. those people were not available except for MARTIN and DARREL. theses people who i did not think would help me. was the people who was there and keep texting me because they want to help me. i really appreciate that.
When i was contacting two other friends (girls) who i know is very available for me. well they weren't this girl is sick and so i kept trying to contact her but still asleep and it feels like she does not want to talk to me. so what. so i've contacted another person and i was shocked when she went to laguna with her boyfriend. i don't care about that. but the problem there was, she said that i go straight to their house to wait for her there after lunch. i kept texting her but no reply and she rejects my miss calls. then so i arrived at their house around 1:30 pm. that's after luch right? then the last text that i've received was their already at c5 and they're stuck in traffic. so that was after 4 hours of waiting at their house. i looked like a stupid shit waiting for nothing. when she suddenly texted me that she's already in manila at her boyfriend's restaurant. she said that they've arrived there at around 5 pm. she just texted me an hour when thy've arrived there. yeah i understand why they took so long. but the issue was why didn't she texted me upon arriving there. so i could've went home straight. yeah, it broke my heart in a sense of unreasonable reason for her not to text me immediately upon arriving at manila. o well that's life. enough is enough. nothing much to talk about. so when she texted me just to go home and wait for her call. i've replied simple as "TNX". then i immediately grab my bag and jacket and went straight home. i told my mom white lies about what had happened. not a problem for me but i regret. so they all keep telling me about good things and what about my dreams. ok that seems to be comfort that i was looking for.
i've decided not to contact her and not to have any communication from her. "bahala sya". he kept texting me today 03/03/2005 i did not hesistate not to reply. she said if i'm mad at her and she said she's sorry. well i did not mind. get the heel out of my life, i said to myself. since you're getting married tht would be the happiness that you're craving for. i'll just go away like the wind. just to avoid any hindrances to their relationship. well this will be the last time that i will be writing journals about her. i guess i would gradually say this with all my heart and with all my pride. SHE"S NOT WORTH IT!!!!!
o well i gotta make my printer work to print my resumès. ok see you when i finally got a new job. i promise to make it good now. thanks for being there all the way for me. i'll still post my journals here. wish me luck!
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