The days of wondering & wandering

I don't know what the fuck is going on lately. I felt even much closer to NB. She just keeps asking for me and keeps talking to me but I really don't want to assume things. May be it's because I am the only one that is within reach.

I am hoping that somehow it's not the way things gonna be when people are back from slumber. But I know myself... I will investigate further to have a final and concrete answers to these questions and dramas shoved in my face. 

O well, so much to say, so much to analyze, so much dramas it's just making things worse and annoying. 

I'll know soon that few things will change kindly.