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well i'm back...4th day of our training for software and it seems like we're not starting yet. i don't know why, but what i've heard they said that the topic is short and so what i'm thinking is the trainer will start in the middle of the shift. so what i'm doing right now is customizing my my website just to kill time because for now time flies so slow. it's 8:49 and it's less than an hour since the shift started. ok i'm thinking of stuffs that i can do just to kill time, and here i am creating a new journal of the day and the days that had passed and things that i forgot to indicate/mention in my journal...... still does not have a clue on what to say but i don't care about others here, because they don't seem to care to and so i don't care....... whatever! well while i was viewing some music videos on the internet the song did not finished and so i was not able to continue because the internet went down...fu**! i hate it when that happeneds sometimes i think they did that in purpose just toavoid people browsing the internet.....selfish sluts..... ok i'm here sitting, typing thinking what i could say or type in this journal....hmmmmm give me an idea please....is all i can say..... well my seatmate is trying to wonder what i'm doing, because they font size i'm using to type my journal is 1 and so no one can read it except me (of course i can read it while i'm typing the words. ok our trainer just entered the room and i guess we're going to start? he gave some of the trainees a piece of paper i guess that's for coaching, i don't know....ok see you later we're going to start......)

ok so our discussion has just ended and we're back to business....browse the internet...well i decided to just add up some more information here. our trainer provided us some problems in a computer just wat i have said yesterday. we created a trouble shooting step to solve the problem, somewhat like a dsn tree (i know you know that....). so while we're doing nothing they gave us this crap to work on. so a group member is doing a presentation for it using the trainers notebook to create a slideshow. ok so what i'm doing is really inappropriate but thank god it's alright. i'm currently using a laptop because if i'm going to use the freaking desktop, it is very noisy and roudy when typing....sa madaling salita scandalosa.... my seatmate tried looking at my pc and finding out what i was doing coz he's curious. thankfully he did not ask what i'm doing and if i can read what i'm typing because i'm using a very small font size. what does he care..... anyways i like to write or type what had happened to me so at least i can enhance my writing and typing skills and it makes me relaxed and even having a time with myself...i know i'm always having a time with myself, what i mean is more quality time....ba't ka ba nakikialam....any ways, i wanted to search, look and find for my solace. i don't know where i could find it or where i could meet SOLACE but still hoping for it and i do believe it's somewhere.....
well honestly i don't want to elaborate more about a person that i get along with here. i'm not really sure about him and i don't want to experience the same shit that i keep on experiencing. i told myself that from now on in this company all i will think about is myself. no more pain, sorrow and worries. just casual conversation no intense friendship or whatever you may call it..... that person is old enough. kasing edad ng 2nd sister ko. that person is different. anyways you'll hear about that person once i thoroughly know him.
gtg na.... i think my group mates here needs help and i have an instinct that we're almost done with the activity and something will happen.