Thursday, February 24, 2005

KARMA

yeah whatever you say bastard bitch! as if you think everybody is amazed with your darn experiences. duh!??!!! go to hell asshole. i'm irritated, mad, pissed and frustrated for them. if only i could kill them now as in now. then i'll be satisfied. but oof course i can't do that. well then just you know drop dead ego maniac shit head. what if someday dell account was pulled out. it was demolished because they did not excell for the succeeding years. well sometimes i think that when i'm gone in this company. the company fails and falls down. so that all of them won't have a job. i'm pissed the reason why i'm thinking about ths. just for them to feel the KARMA and stuff. especally this sup and his monkey ass and pet all i wanted is to work to earn money for my family. not just for the sake earning money. well i guess this bastard shit just needs something to clear his mind. if only i had a lot of friends in the world that could salvage him to be alarmed on what he's gonna do. if only this is possible for me i would do that to him. i will really scare him always. in that case he'll mess up with someone his own size. if only i would meet somebody like that and that would help me to scare this bastard then it'll be good. mwahahahahahahahaha! well earlier his monkey ass pet was complaining about somebody from a different campaign in the company. why he's been accepted or hired as a sup in dell. then he's trying to scream "so unfair". i said while he was saying that was maybe because he deserves it. then he changed the topic. what a slap in the face. belat!!!!...... don't expect that you would get a promotion as a coach because remeber you have a record that your team mates before boycott you because of your laziness that he does not take escalations even not checking the dispatches made by the techs. because he's so lazy.. if i were him i won't expect for that promotion. i would just transfer to another company for possibilities. well that's life shit head!

well awhile ago i'm browsing for some overseas jobs. related to the field of my work which is computer. all ican find are jobs like programming, as if i'm good at it. then i found computer technician. then it requires 5 years experience. my god that's bullshit. i hate experiences. it sucks. it really suck. i want a work, a stable job that would make me grow and earn money for my family. i'm really so pathetic. i really hope that i'm dead now. so i won't have problems, humiliations and crap shits like these things. very uneasy for me. i don't have any guts to show to people that i'm successful. i don't know because maybe i'm lazy enough to handle situations like this. how am i gonna raise my own family if i'm like this. geees so pathetic. if there's anthing that i could change then maybe this won't happen. just what i thought i'm gonna loose this freaking job and it would make me so damn worry. i don't know how will i tell mom that i'm terminated soon. i would really wish that god would really give me signs about no wirries for my life right on this very moment. please i'm begging you. i did not mean to be awful with my work. just wanted to stay here as much as i can. i don't wanna leave the company for an awful way. i can accept that i will loose a job because the company is bankrupt or it's not mty fault. i'm very humiliating and pain in the ass.

well a lot of things has been done. no turning back. unless they take it back. no further actions for me to do. actions should be done by them. it's a sad situation. in fact i'm mad and i regret it. but why should i regret if i did not know it's not right. yeah put the blame in me. that's all what they can do. well you can be popular but your concience won't leave you alone. i promise you that. if ever you realize thingsd. well there's no turning back. what's said is done and what's done is done. you've already put so much pain, agony, and hatred in me. you'll pay for this. i'm telling it to you whole heartedly. you're gonna get yours, someday, somehow. you'll never make things better the next time around. don't give me you crap but you will make your own shit. i never thought it could lead this way. there's a chance that you could forgive me, but you're doing it for the sake of your metrics or saving your oown ass away from the bad metrics. well screw you and you'll never get a way with this. as i've noticed you really have an attitude. i don't believe in others that you're moody or something. it's in your blood. the way you talk with your wife is not acceptable. you pretty much humiliates your wife in front of others. as what i've noticed one day during our work. well i can predict things especially with ones attitude. you dfon't even consider things. loosing a job, you know how hard it is. i will accept it if it's my fault. yes it's my fault but i did not intend to make the metrics down. i like it working here. there are certain things that i regret. swapping my schedule with others. i should have been with the night shift. the sup there is my friend and much closer to me. well i have a strong feeling that if ever she knew what i did. she would consider it and giving me one more chance. well him. he don't care about the status of the person's life, as long as you could save your freaking darn, damn, ego maniac ass. you do what you have to do. SCREW YOU BERNARD NAVARRO. dop dead. you'll never succeed. you will fall ion the ground. more than six feet under. i'm telling you that.this.

don't you know how much i was mentalkly disturbed when you told me about this?. you will see. this feelings will come over you or one of your siblings someday. you'll have your KARMA. you ego maniac bastard darn shit crap, ugly bitch!!!! you're dead!

i only write this things because of so much rage and sorrow that i'm feeling right now. you don't know what i feel. you can never have an antedote for this. but you will have your own KARMA 10X.

guess what? KARMA is so, so, so fast man. now he has he's own problem. it's in court. regarding their house. mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! i'm so happy. nakarma ka rin gago! o ano ka ngayon. yan ang sinasabi ko. hayaan nyo sya matt wag ka nang maawa dyan sa mokong na ego maniac shit nayan. huh! ang bilis-bilis sobra ng karma mo. ano ka ngayon. this is real man. this things that i'm typing is real time on what's happening to this ass hole. shut up ka na. KARAMA mo na yan. ang bilis-bilis ng pangyayari. mwahahahahahah!. ewan ko ba kung ano ang nasa utak nya ngayon. siguro iniisip nyan ngayon regarding my termination or something na karma nya. mwahahahahahahahaha........ buti nga sayo. wala ka kasing considerasyon. akala mo naman ikaw napaka galing moong nilalang. hindi porket sup ka ikaw na ang masusunod lagi o ang mundo umiikot na sayo. asshole! well karma is like a cosmic credit card. . well what can i say is he's a muck. mwahahahahahahaha. i'm so happy that he got his now. so fast. well eventually hoping he would realize that. maiipit sya sa situation nya about the house. huh! i'll give this, bitch (olo). well life is like a box of chocolate. you never know what you're gonna get. he actually wanted to continue investing on it. ok to have more problems and also to have a chaotic life. that's his life so i dont care, mama care, ucare, even the care bears don't care. even if they do, i don't care.

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