Saturday, January 15, 2005

lately

ok yesterday i was able to manage to talk with a firend. asked her how she's feeling. if she already recovered from the sickness she had. well she only gets nose bleed spontaneously and even continously. she was checked up by her doctor and said that there are no implications of that. so i've told her that it might've been just caused by the weather, warm weather. so hopefully she's ok and hoping it won't give her any allergies because it's not good or else she will be rushed to the ER.

well we've even talked about what i felt with the sup and his hound. she agreed on what i'm saying. cool! she understood. well i was hoping that she appreciated my call. i hope she's thinking about certain things i do to her. well i hope she recognizes me. anyways, just really hoping that somehow she understands what i feel.

here at work nothing ever changes. nothing really happened unique or interesting. well we've received our salary, which should have been received or given yesterday as noted by the law. i wonder why this company releases money or salary even on weekends. so i'm not expecting about my tax refund. well because it's not included on my salary i only got about 6,6 and that's bad. i've received the bill on our phone. it reached 1,5. it's not good. it's not satisfying. well it reached 1,5 because of my grandma who consumingly consume long distance calls to her worthless children, which are my uncle and aunties. i really hate people who abuse things. they even think that they're a big help to the situation that we have. well when finally this buraot, brat bitch teresita, finally signed the deed of sale. all of his brothers, sisters, nephews, nieces and sons will be erased on my family list. they're not my family no more. even on this very moment. they're gonna get theirs. sooner the better. they'll experience shit things.

i don't even understand why they would want us to carry all their problems especially with their black sheep sister or niece or cousin. it's like they could not handle problems. all they have on their minds are to have fun and stay away from the responsibility and humiliation that that person is doing to them. well it only shows that their very, very week and dependent on others advised too much. and after all the good things people had done to them they would forget all about it and condemn the person who helped them about just a small bad thing for them. they don't even consider that other people also has their own lives. starting to build their own life and now they're going to give their responsibility to others. screw them all.

i don't really appreciate them all. their just all a pain in the neck. they're worthless. although they are all my real and immediate family. but none of them adopted me. i was adopted by their cousin which they've rejected as their sister. my mom was adopted by my grandma because they can't have a child, since they've adopted her. my mom is a good sister, daughter, friend, cousin and all of the things that people would cinsider her. and yet they are making situations that people would hate my mom.

let see, after the signature had been made. let see if they all will be in good terms. hoping that all of them would collapse and run to my mom again to have an advise. screw them.

well here at work, we supposedly to take outbound calls . yet they are requiring us to take inbound. well my question here is, is it our fault that the tools are down? is it also our fault if they're not reaching the quota? well the first thing they can do is to hire more employees. Mandatory over time is not a valid action. it's against the law. there's no such thing as mandatory over time. are they putting the company in danger? what if one of the employee just complained. client logic will be eliminated.

gradually, still looking for hope, solace, and fun fo my life. can't even understand why this is so pathetic.

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