Monday, December 19, 2005

supportive

another day, another beginning. well we had our christmas party last friday and saturday. of course my initial plan was not to come, but my friend invited me and forced me to come. so isaid, "ok, i would only come if you come." I was so happy intially when he invited me. i thought he wouldn't care. of course i've mentioned that to my mom so i could join the party and have fun. well the party last friday was not that exciting. we have arrived there exactly 8pm and went home at 9 pm, because of some personal reasons of my friend (that's plural). that was bad but i felt good about it.

then on saturday, we went at metrowalk phi. that was my first time to visit that place. it's a very good, nice and exciting place to visit. of course i was the only one who has this bag. what a hassle and what an embarrassing moment but i said that's ok. both of my friends (ron and ferdie) have their masks and i did not have one. i thought i won't be able to go inside the venue because of that. but it come out that the mask is not the ticket. ok so we were seated at the corner of the venue with the team. we had this conversation about the situation that my friend, ron, had. what a day, i said. before we arrive at the venue ron and i met at citibank. i've waited for about an hour and i felt and look stupid. along the way he said to me that he just realized something, which i don't know if it was what i said to him last friday or what ferdie said (i'm kinda jealous if that's the case, not with what i said....).

during the party we both isolated ourselves from the team and i'm kinda supportive for him. i don't want him to be with himself. so what we did we talk with maggi, our OM, to show those guys that it was not our lost. we joined the contests and stuff and support our team for the contests. by the way i won 2 gift certificates in the bring me contest. i brought 5 bottles of beer. the certificate is pretty way too cheap. it's a go doughnut stuff, sh*t. *ehem*. but i really enjoyed that party.

after the show, after that crappy raffle and stuff we had a dance, or shall i say disco. we danced all night long, i drunk 2 bottles of beer. we both met few ladies. here's the saddest part which i just realized yesterday morning. Darn it man, darn it. he told me that this lady, GALE, told him that she will get a beer for him. so i'm really supportive and told him that i think that lady has a crush on him. he was like, happy and his ears are clapping, if you know what i mean. a few moments later he invited me to take a seat and rest first and stuff. ok as what i've said i'm pretty supportive. but i never felt that he's supportive to me like he would be there for me, as i'm always with him all night. during that night ferdie decided to go home because he's drunk and he will attend a wedding on sunday. i told him to stay longer, ron saud that too. so we just escorted him to get a taxi. the saddest, pathetic part was, ron and ferdie was the only perople that are talking and it's like they both ignoring me. what i felt was ron is not comfortable to talk with me. is it because i talk non sense? you know what if that's the case what i want is for you to tell me so i won't look stupid enough to be with your company. as what i told him i'm a loner person. i can live my life with my own darn freaking self.

anyhoo, when we escorted him to get a taxi, i told my tl to watch over my bag and we'll just escort our friend, ferdie to get a taxi. we did not get a taxi immediately because a lot of people are waiting also to get a taxi, i think we've waited for a taxi about 30 minutes or more. while we were waiting both of them were having a conversation, take note just both of them. then suddenly a lady passed by and so they had their own voncersation without me. ok so here's mister pathetic getting out of place. then finally ferdie got a taxi and we went back to the venue. when we finally came back our tl already left with his dominions, yeah like dominions of hell. i thought that they already went home, because tl messaged me yesterday that she was sorry that they left our things in the venue without realizing that my bag was still there. thankfully my bag was kept by the waiter in the venue. so both me and ron was so mad and discouraged by her. she said that she had an emergency call the reason why she left. in tagalog, walang sikretong di nabubunyag. because i just found out that it was not an emergency. they left to get drunk at another venue, becasue the party's over. i'm really discoraged about that just today. if only i could shout at her.

well anyhoo, i got home around 3 am and my mom was mad, but it was not that serious.

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