omg!
ok so here we are again and i'm totally pissed off. well of course i met dan in the elevator and asked me about CCPulse and it will be today that he will request me for pull out. so i have asked karla and what i have heard is, they should coordinate with karla or with wfm, about it. well of course to tell you the truth i felt like i'm embarrassed and that i should have not allowed myself to ask her. it turns out that i really don't want to take in calls. o well, i told her that one of the trainers approached me about it. o well i suck! so the next thing i did was emailed dan and told him about it so that he would immediately talk to them and if it's possible. talk of angels, dan approached me and said that it will be postponed because his boss asked him to do something. so i said to myself, ok i'm really, really humiliated with what i just did. this is so fucking stupid. ok what lesson i have learned, never ever rush things or else things will go so wrong. now, i'm shy to go to the wfm room because of what had happened last tuesday. i'm such a fucking loser. now, can you fucking tell me what should i be doing now? ok i will try my best to avoid things like these and also rushing things just t get away with this fucking calls. i feel like i'm thrown away. and i have thrown myself away. now, what will be my future. ok it's 6 minutes and counting until i log in and take in fucking calls. how i freaking wish, that things will change. on the other hand, today is pay day and it sucks big time because i got 7.9K and that's bad. i did not have any absent or late and so far as of now, payslips are not distributed yet for some reason. i have noticed that this company is getting annoying and irritating and their payroll department are very incompetent. i dont' know what they are doing, i also tink that the company is running out of money. i don't know. the company is getting bigger but it sucks big time. anyway, once i have received that payslip, they should have some explaining to do a good explanation for all these or else, a lot of poeple will resign, and they will have a bad reputation here. no one would ever apply here again. well onestly people are motivated to go to work because of the pay and yet a lot of discrepancies are raised and every payday, there are problems when employees recevied their check. that's totally bad. because of all these, i also have a problem with my job. sigh!
i want to find some clear answers and exxplanations for what has been going on with me. i'm sick and tired and fed up i want to die, so somebody kill me please! well, the team just arrived and i have informed TL that i won't come because i only received 7.9K and that's bad and it's not enough for me to come with the GA. she said that others also received that pay, so would i know what the fuck happened and what is going on? this is such a fucking nightmare. sigh! o well what else can i do? all ican do is just to wait and be patient, whether you like it or else. how ami going to survive if all i am doing is to mess up the whole day, or shall i say everyday that GOD has created. o well, i suck, so kill me.
i wanted, to be like others, who are very confident and fortunate when they wanted to grab the opportunity. i wonder what else can i do to have what i want. what else should i exert or exhaust in me. i feel so sad. bad, mad, gglad that i could just kill myself.
what else could happen or what else could possibly go wrong?
ok so i just arrived from 30th floor and i made excuses just to grab a smoke. pasaway talaga. i just fucking hate it, because when i came inn there i saw fish, and he actually saw me approaching so the setup was like this. i was about to got o the smoking room when i saw him talking with someone in the hr room, so i think fast and just go ahead and go to where he is and ask for the payslip, pakunwari lang, coz i couldl nto turn my back and it will be obvious, so i went ahead and leave and went straigh ahead to the rest room and heard him approaching and going down stairs, that was a relief and so i went ahead and entered the smoking room. that was a close encounter. that's darn close to another problem. aaaaaaaarrrrrrrggghhhh!
it's almost 4pm, and i do believe karla will be going home for now. hopefully i could escape and just go there and shit! this is a mistake really. all a mistake, because of my arrogance iam so darn pissed.
o well, so much to say.
i want to find some clear answers and exxplanations for what has been going on with me. i'm sick and tired and fed up i want to die, so somebody kill me please! well, the team just arrived and i have informed TL that i won't come because i only received 7.9K and that's bad and it's not enough for me to come with the GA. she said that others also received that pay, so would i know what the fuck happened and what is going on? this is such a fucking nightmare. sigh! o well what else can i do? all ican do is just to wait and be patient, whether you like it or else. how ami going to survive if all i am doing is to mess up the whole day, or shall i say everyday that GOD has created. o well, i suck, so kill me.
i wanted, to be like others, who are very confident and fortunate when they wanted to grab the opportunity. i wonder what else can i do to have what i want. what else should i exert or exhaust in me. i feel so sad. bad, mad, gglad that i could just kill myself.
what else could happen or what else could possibly go wrong?
ok so i just arrived from 30th floor and i made excuses just to grab a smoke. pasaway talaga. i just fucking hate it, because when i came inn there i saw fish, and he actually saw me approaching so the setup was like this. i was about to got o the smoking room when i saw him talking with someone in the hr room, so i think fast and just go ahead and go to where he is and ask for the payslip, pakunwari lang, coz i couldl nto turn my back and it will be obvious, so i went ahead and leave and went straigh ahead to the rest room and heard him approaching and going down stairs, that was a relief and so i went ahead and entered the smoking room. that was a close encounter. that's darn close to another problem. aaaaaaaarrrrrrrggghhhh!
it's almost 4pm, and i do believe karla will be going home for now. hopefully i could escape and just go there and shit! this is a mistake really. all a mistake, because of my arrogance iam so darn pissed.
o well, so much to say.
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