first aid ever!
hi there it's 6 am and i'm here at work. actually, my shift starts at 8am. basically i'm sick and tired of staying home. i don't want to see their faces for the reason it'll just frustrate me. hopefully today will be an extraordinary day. basically, i wanted to see some people here and i don't want to get used with waking up at 5am just to go to work at 8am. i'll be just waking up at 8 until tomorrow. i mean 5am for our training. but i decided just to get used with waking up the usual time so i won't have to adjust again. anyway, i'm just wondering how the hell will it turn out.
i've started reading the book which i borrowed from ferdie. i was able to forsee about the way how you can do such steps in making sure that everything's will turn out just fine with someone. do you know what i mean?....anyway, it's a shocking book. some statements there are familiar with me. i know that if you're a negative thinkier you are attracting negative vibrations and stuff. well, i think god is leading me to this path to help myself grow and stand tall. i don't know if this has a negative effect on me. what i mean is, KARMA! hopefully there's no karma, so called karma. o well, unless i've tried it, we'll see. i think it's not that bad. o well later on i'll be taking, i mean i'll be reading the other chapters so i can start the spells.
well basically, when i arrived at work i've immediately read my emails and found out that tl is going to cebu to conduct some interview for new applicants. ok so i wonder. i am pissed off again, because i was not given a task. it's always this darn freaking seagate, who is given tasks. she will be in cebu for a week until sunday. i'll be having my training until thursday, or tomorrow. i was not given a task, instead she preferred this fucking idiotic shit head. i really freaking hate it. o well there's nothing i can do about it. so i really wish that i will be transferred to another team. domination is really rampant here. well, what will she say to me? i know, she will say that it's because seagate is in night shift so the task is being given to him, blah, blah, blah.... i don't really trust her anymore. fuck her! she's gonna get hers. for seagate, he'll suffer 10x from what i am feeling, not now but sooner or later. well things are going all the way down. i won't allow them to bring myself down. what i have noticed is this freaking person has something in her that would make people, hope and expect things that are far from the reality. i won't ever allow that anymore. i won't expect much and i assure her, karma is just a step away from her.
o well what is the color of the sky? i guess it's grey. for me it's grey, because ......anywhere i go , anyone i see, it feels like i've been tricked and dejected. that's what they want, sure they'll have it all. but i'm pretty sure that somehow, i am a part of their lives that they'll never forget. they're very and pretty much in denial about me, but i don't care.
i've started reading the book which i borrowed from ferdie. i was able to forsee about the way how you can do such steps in making sure that everything's will turn out just fine with someone. do you know what i mean?....anyway, it's a shocking book. some statements there are familiar with me. i know that if you're a negative thinkier you are attracting negative vibrations and stuff. well, i think god is leading me to this path to help myself grow and stand tall. i don't know if this has a negative effect on me. what i mean is, KARMA! hopefully there's no karma, so called karma. o well, unless i've tried it, we'll see. i think it's not that bad. o well later on i'll be taking, i mean i'll be reading the other chapters so i can start the spells.
well basically, when i arrived at work i've immediately read my emails and found out that tl is going to cebu to conduct some interview for new applicants. ok so i wonder. i am pissed off again, because i was not given a task. it's always this darn freaking seagate, who is given tasks. she will be in cebu for a week until sunday. i'll be having my training until thursday, or tomorrow. i was not given a task, instead she preferred this fucking idiotic shit head. i really freaking hate it. o well there's nothing i can do about it. so i really wish that i will be transferred to another team. domination is really rampant here. well, what will she say to me? i know, she will say that it's because seagate is in night shift so the task is being given to him, blah, blah, blah.... i don't really trust her anymore. fuck her! she's gonna get hers. for seagate, he'll suffer 10x from what i am feeling, not now but sooner or later. well things are going all the way down. i won't allow them to bring myself down. what i have noticed is this freaking person has something in her that would make people, hope and expect things that are far from the reality. i won't ever allow that anymore. i won't expect much and i assure her, karma is just a step away from her.
o well what is the color of the sky? i guess it's grey. for me it's grey, because ......anywhere i go , anyone i see, it feels like i've been tricked and dejected. that's what they want, sure they'll have it all. but i'm pretty sure that somehow, i am a part of their lives that they'll never forget. they're very and pretty much in denial about me, but i don't care.
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