alright?

after my shift, i went ahead and grabbed my things and approached tl. then i'm trying to see if ever i can go home immediately but she said taht she needs to talk to me. well first of all she told me that i have 2 QAs from QA. both we're B flat and that's bad. she told me that i need to get and A flat so i would pass this QG3. well i was pretty scared and terrified about that news. i don't want to be extended. so i have to really follow the call flow using that stupid QA form. Well the reason why i failed or not eally failed, but i got a low score in my QA is because of the way transferring the call and crap. so i really need to browse futher on the process and procedures. After that she asked me about how i am. i've been strange lately and she finds me stubborn because i did not do the floor walking. well i did that in purpose. the way i pretty much acted for the whole week is because i hated them much and that they really suck big time! it really is affecting my performance. i guess i have to find a happy medium just to forget all of those crappy people. she also asked why am i not using the designated station she assigned to me. well i said it is because the internet is not working there everytime i arrive and open my tools. then she did not focused on that topic. she even get pissed off when she told me about that stupid person who barged on my call that i did not manage to tell her that i'm going to take my break. in the first place she should have asked and she should have told me about what their trainer told them about it. it's not my fault and as far as i know i did nothing wrong.

well later on when i go to work i will try to get positive vibrations and i'll find something that would make me inspired and stuff. well i was wondering if ever i should go with them to play table tennis on saturday? i'm not really sure because for sure ferdie would not come. i would just feel so out of place there. i guess i would have to know who will come, so i can decide if i really need to come. if fish is going, never mind, i'll just go to rex's house to somehow, build companionship and friendship. hopefully we would meet some of our highschool friends so that our friendship would get bigger.

well i'm in the office right now, and i'm reviewing the qa result that i had and i find it bad because i am in doubt about the competency of the qa. let me check. well ihave checked it with tl and she said that so far there are no gramar errors. i even asked her if it would somehow change my score. i'm just wondering. if not then never mind. she even said that it would not change the score to b+ with that single error. so isaid that's what i think but you know just in case it would then that would be googd news. i hope she is delighted that i was talking to her and stuff so she won't feel bad abpout stuff anymore. but i still feel bad about them. i'm just changing my attitude just to avoid conflicts. but i assure them that i won't ever go with them during the team building i won't attend at all. sorry but that's finally. i would rather stay at rex's house or stay home than hangout with them with suckers! mwahahahaha

i'm having a hard time to visit a website for me to check my horoscope. i wonder why? well i'll keep trying. well they keep on sending spams and they are talking something about someone is included in the distribution list and it's making things worse in that case. hmmmm i wonder to whom they meant to say that. if it's me i'll kick their asses and if they're referring to someone else well that's fine but i'm not in favor of that. anyway, hopefully all throughout the night it's avail so i could somehow rest my mouth and voice box. i hope that i would get nice customers and courteous unlike the first one i got for today. very arrogant and impolite. thankfully i did not get carried away with that freaking prick customer. moving on, i don't wanna loose this aura that i have today, i feel kinda good and a bit happy somehow. a bit pissed off because why do i have to always see fish and his minions. i know he's the greatest tech in this team, duh! that's why he is the oic, but i doubt it because he's cheating. well good luck with that.

by the way while i was at work yesterday, mom keeps vomiting last night and i was not aware of it. when i came home earlier my sister told me about that. they almost rush her to the hospital because of that. why the hell is that happening to my mom. thankfully everything's fine tonight. they should have messaged me while i was at work so somehow i would go home early to check on her. that's pretty scary. it reminded me that TERESITA L SY might have been putting spells on my mom. once i found that out. i'm going to kill her with my bare hands. well what i can say about her is that she's a freaking bastard BITCH.

Well fish handed me a paper with contact numbers for the tech support globally, well as far as i know i have multiple copes of that but i just grabbed it without looking at her i mean him because he sucks! the only difference when he do or does the floor work, he manage to check on me, but when i try to check him, sadly i cannnot watch over him because he really sucks big time!

so far i feel alright. nothing much to think about but yet, i feel like and worried about people at home. i do remember an instance where i was left at home with my mom while i was sleeping, my mom felt something bad in her stomach that made me worried how the hell am i going to bring herto the hospital. but eventually it was an air stuck in her stomach that caused much ache.

anyway, i think i would have to end this here. ciao!