sobra na ito!
alright i'm here and i've stayed where ferdie is and talked about craps that i feel in this team. i'm so frustrated with how things went. it makes me so sad that i have to deal with tese people. also i have to experience bad things. i am so pissed off of what's going on here. i am hoping again that it's 6am so i can go home and relax. next week we'll have a new schedule and it's 5am to 2pm and the sad part is, it's split off. darn it. anyway i wonder what will be my life on that schedule. good thing about it is i have time to somehow go to someone's house or even go to a store where i can buy something for me and also spend sometime with my old freaking self. i have this feeling that things are going to be ok. i wonder what will it be and what will be my status. i have talked to mom earlier and she mentioned about the status of the bill which will be imposed by those egoistic legislatives in the US. hopefully it'll be denied and people will be given an amnesty there so they could work legally in america.
so far i'm still waiting for a call. it's 7 minutes and i haven't received a call. hopefully it'll be an hour and so so i could...whatever
suddenly, i got a call and i need to escalate it. so i'e asked for an escalation code from tl but she referred me to fish, thenhe asked me to email the number . so i did then he told me to include the reason next time. i replied back with good intention that the reason why i did not include it is because i have already relayed that to him. he replied rudely and arrogantly making the letters in red and all caps. i did not reply because i do believe that it will start a chaos. when i read that letter, it made my blood pressure increase and i was not able to move because i was shocked and wanted to freak out but thankfully i have managed to control it. yeah you can say that i'm scared because i don't want to dmage my reputation here in this company or even worsen the situations here that are already worse. i told that to ferdie and he agreed about it that this person is making a commotion to have a fight with me. well i'll just let him do whatever he is planning to do and i don't care.
just what i thought this person is plastic and not for real telling tl that for him everything has been forgotten and yet he is replying on my emails aggressively and arrogantly. hindi ko nalang sya papatulan kasi he's not worth my time and i don't want to cause my job for that. hindi ako pumapatol sa mga asshole na tao at immature na tao katulad nya. ngayon na realize ko na at nalaman ko na talagang pakitang tao lang itong taong ito at hindi ko talaga dapat pagkatiwalaan. ngayon nalaman ko na rin. sabi ko na nga ba....... hindi naman yan magpapakumbaba kung hindi dahil kay tl, at hindi sya nagpapakumbaba whole heartedy just to let tl feel that he has changed pero hindi talaga. grabe so far sinabi ko sa kanya na comlaint about the options for ac adaptor replacement tapos sasabihin nya hindi ko sinabi yun sa kanya? ang galing nyang magpaikot. iniisip ko nga kung sasabihin ko pa kay tl pero sa tingin ko naman baka mapahiya lang ako. baka naman pag pinabasa ko yung email e walng problema. o well, ayaw ko na ng problema. basta sa susunod i should make it right para hindi mapahamak. MARCH 30, 2006 ngayon at napatunayan ko na talaga ang totoong kulay ni fish, tangina sya. malansa talaga ang ugali nya, my god! kaya di rin ako magtataka kung bakit si marco e hindi na masyadong lumalapit sa kanya. sana talaga isang besses lang makahanap sya ng katapat.shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, TANGINA nya talaga sana hindi makarma ang mga anak nya dahil sa kanya.
action plan ko ngayon e, hindi na ako kikibo at gagawa ng rason para ako ang madihado. so whatever they would say or ask i should just reply with what they need. ganun na lang. hahanapan ko na lang sila ng butas para sila ang mapahiya. kaya yung mga pinaplano nilang team building and stuff, bahala sila sa buhay nila basta ako i declare that i'm not part of the team at all. i'm not here to mingle with them. siguro pili na lang ang mg a taong kakausapin ko. si ferdie, rikk, richelle, renz, kris, jon, at marco. yun lang an gmga wala dito kung may lakad at kasama sila, sorry i can't come. just like nung bday ni renz. pumunta talaga ako. pero nung bday o yung mga lakad na kasama si fish at ang kanyang mga kawal, i just made an excuse for me not to come kasi sobrang malakas ang loob ko na everything is a hoax. sasabihin sa akin ni tl na nalungkot ang mga minions at di ako makakasama. siguro nga nalungkot sila kasi hindi na matutuloy ang masasama nilang balak sa akin. bibigyan ko rin sila ng isang situation na hindi nila makakalimutan. ngayon, habamng ako ay fw every monday. lalakasan ko ang loob ko na hulihin sila pag nag-rerelease or nag hahaduken and stuff. mwahahahahahaha! hindi naman siguro, sobrang mean na ako nun. pero gagawin ko pa rin so that i can say something against them when needed. hindi ko nga alam kung anong ginawa ni tl nung nagsumbong si jj sa kanya kasi nag-logout si fish. so bad. pero pag ako naman sobrang maysinasabi pa at masama pa ang mukha. tangina hindi ko talaga makalimutan yung sinulat ni fish. kasi hindi ako yung taong nagtitimpi lang. gusto ko na talagang comprontahin pero wag na lang para hindi ako mapasama, kasi super critical na itong situation. tama na siguro na iwasan ko sila kesa sa gumawa ako ng bagay na ikainis nila o ikagalit nila at ikabagsak ko.
i just have to pray harder that fish will be promoted or be a full time floor walker on another team so at least i'm separated from his evil ways and self. at least no more, kiss ass here. and also no more suck up. **sigh** what else could possibly go wrong? i just can't imagine how things are getting worse. i'm just trying to be normal but this shit just keeps happening. shit always happeneds. o well just have to deal with it. hopefully i would be transferred to another team so i can start a new life and i don't have to worry about these junks. i have decided to act differently. what i mean to say is change the way i approach and interact with them. i guess i have to train myself to show that the feeling that i have for the mhad disappeared. i just have to be subtle so things will be normal. i won't be plastic or i won't be pretentious i would jsut show them that everythings fine between me and them.
i am currently on lunch and i have 8 minutes and counting befre i take another call.hopefully it's not queueing so i can somehow relax and rest for a while.
well bad things just keeps happening to me. first from fish incident, then another coaching log then an irate caler. asking for a supervisor. bwisit! what else could happen? tanginang onsite process yan lagi na lang ako nagkakamali. putang ina talaga. ang tagal-tagal na ng issue na ito pero na correct ko naman tapios ganun pa rin. bwisit talaga. shit keeps happening to me. this is not my day. i think i have to be absent on friday so i could have a long break just to recharge myself. kung kelan naman ako nagbabago na from being a bitch, saka pa ako minamalas. putang ina ko talaga. gusto ko nang mamatay. kayas rin ako hindi ma-promote-promote dahitl dito. nag-iingat na nga ako pero things are getting worse. shit talga! i can't take this naymore. mas nagiging malala pa ako sa lahat ng team dito. hindi ko na talga kaya itong mga nangyayari sa akin. bukas kailangan ko nang magbago at maging maayos. dito pa rin ako uupo, at kailangan ko nang maging mabait sa mga minions ni fish especially sa kanya. masama sa loob ko, pero kailangan kong gawin. i just need to keep on trying. kailangan ko na talagang mag change career. pag ako e nalipat sa ibang call center, well i just need to be fully take care of my actions, words and stuff. putang ina talaga. bakit ba ako minamalas ngayon? puro na lang kahihiiyan. napaparanoid na ako at feeling ko everybody's looking on me and laughing at me because of the shits that's going on.
you know what i really can't take this anymore. i really need something else. i need a change....ciao!
so far i'm still waiting for a call. it's 7 minutes and i haven't received a call. hopefully it'll be an hour and so so i could...whatever
suddenly, i got a call and i need to escalate it. so i'e asked for an escalation code from tl but she referred me to fish, thenhe asked me to email the number . so i did then he told me to include the reason next time. i replied back with good intention that the reason why i did not include it is because i have already relayed that to him. he replied rudely and arrogantly making the letters in red and all caps. i did not reply because i do believe that it will start a chaos. when i read that letter, it made my blood pressure increase and i was not able to move because i was shocked and wanted to freak out but thankfully i have managed to control it. yeah you can say that i'm scared because i don't want to dmage my reputation here in this company or even worsen the situations here that are already worse. i told that to ferdie and he agreed about it that this person is making a commotion to have a fight with me. well i'll just let him do whatever he is planning to do and i don't care.
just what i thought this person is plastic and not for real telling tl that for him everything has been forgotten and yet he is replying on my emails aggressively and arrogantly. hindi ko nalang sya papatulan kasi he's not worth my time and i don't want to cause my job for that. hindi ako pumapatol sa mga asshole na tao at immature na tao katulad nya. ngayon na realize ko na at nalaman ko na talagang pakitang tao lang itong taong ito at hindi ko talaga dapat pagkatiwalaan. ngayon nalaman ko na rin. sabi ko na nga ba....... hindi naman yan magpapakumbaba kung hindi dahil kay tl, at hindi sya nagpapakumbaba whole heartedy just to let tl feel that he has changed pero hindi talaga. grabe so far sinabi ko sa kanya na comlaint about the options for ac adaptor replacement tapos sasabihin nya hindi ko sinabi yun sa kanya? ang galing nyang magpaikot. iniisip ko nga kung sasabihin ko pa kay tl pero sa tingin ko naman baka mapahiya lang ako. baka naman pag pinabasa ko yung email e walng problema. o well, ayaw ko na ng problema. basta sa susunod i should make it right para hindi mapahamak. MARCH 30, 2006 ngayon at napatunayan ko na talaga ang totoong kulay ni fish, tangina sya. malansa talaga ang ugali nya, my god! kaya di rin ako magtataka kung bakit si marco e hindi na masyadong lumalapit sa kanya. sana talaga isang besses lang makahanap sya ng katapat.shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit, TANGINA nya talaga sana hindi makarma ang mga anak nya dahil sa kanya.
action plan ko ngayon e, hindi na ako kikibo at gagawa ng rason para ako ang madihado. so whatever they would say or ask i should just reply with what they need. ganun na lang. hahanapan ko na lang sila ng butas para sila ang mapahiya. kaya yung mga pinaplano nilang team building and stuff, bahala sila sa buhay nila basta ako i declare that i'm not part of the team at all. i'm not here to mingle with them. siguro pili na lang ang mg a taong kakausapin ko. si ferdie, rikk, richelle, renz, kris, jon, at marco. yun lang an gmga wala dito kung may lakad at kasama sila, sorry i can't come. just like nung bday ni renz. pumunta talaga ako. pero nung bday o yung mga lakad na kasama si fish at ang kanyang mga kawal, i just made an excuse for me not to come kasi sobrang malakas ang loob ko na everything is a hoax. sasabihin sa akin ni tl na nalungkot ang mga minions at di ako makakasama. siguro nga nalungkot sila kasi hindi na matutuloy ang masasama nilang balak sa akin. bibigyan ko rin sila ng isang situation na hindi nila makakalimutan. ngayon, habamng ako ay fw every monday. lalakasan ko ang loob ko na hulihin sila pag nag-rerelease or nag hahaduken and stuff. mwahahahahahaha! hindi naman siguro, sobrang mean na ako nun. pero gagawin ko pa rin so that i can say something against them when needed. hindi ko nga alam kung anong ginawa ni tl nung nagsumbong si jj sa kanya kasi nag-logout si fish. so bad. pero pag ako naman sobrang maysinasabi pa at masama pa ang mukha. tangina hindi ko talaga makalimutan yung sinulat ni fish. kasi hindi ako yung taong nagtitimpi lang. gusto ko na talagang comprontahin pero wag na lang para hindi ako mapasama, kasi super critical na itong situation. tama na siguro na iwasan ko sila kesa sa gumawa ako ng bagay na ikainis nila o ikagalit nila at ikabagsak ko.
i just have to pray harder that fish will be promoted or be a full time floor walker on another team so at least i'm separated from his evil ways and self. at least no more, kiss ass here. and also no more suck up. **sigh** what else could possibly go wrong? i just can't imagine how things are getting worse. i'm just trying to be normal but this shit just keeps happening. shit always happeneds. o well just have to deal with it. hopefully i would be transferred to another team so i can start a new life and i don't have to worry about these junks. i have decided to act differently. what i mean to say is change the way i approach and interact with them. i guess i have to train myself to show that the feeling that i have for the mhad disappeared. i just have to be subtle so things will be normal. i won't be plastic or i won't be pretentious i would jsut show them that everythings fine between me and them.
i am currently on lunch and i have 8 minutes and counting befre i take another call.hopefully it's not queueing so i can somehow relax and rest for a while.
well bad things just keeps happening to me. first from fish incident, then another coaching log then an irate caler. asking for a supervisor. bwisit! what else could happen? tanginang onsite process yan lagi na lang ako nagkakamali. putang ina talaga. ang tagal-tagal na ng issue na ito pero na correct ko naman tapios ganun pa rin. bwisit talaga. shit keeps happening to me. this is not my day. i think i have to be absent on friday so i could have a long break just to recharge myself. kung kelan naman ako nagbabago na from being a bitch, saka pa ako minamalas. putang ina ko talaga. gusto ko nang mamatay. kayas rin ako hindi ma-promote-promote dahitl dito. nag-iingat na nga ako pero things are getting worse. shit talga! i can't take this naymore. mas nagiging malala pa ako sa lahat ng team dito. hindi ko na talga kaya itong mga nangyayari sa akin. bukas kailangan ko nang magbago at maging maayos. dito pa rin ako uupo, at kailangan ko nang maging mabait sa mga minions ni fish especially sa kanya. masama sa loob ko, pero kailangan kong gawin. i just need to keep on trying. kailangan ko na talagang mag change career. pag ako e nalipat sa ibang call center, well i just need to be fully take care of my actions, words and stuff. putang ina talaga. bakit ba ako minamalas ngayon? puro na lang kahihiiyan. napaparanoid na ako at feeling ko everybody's looking on me and laughing at me because of the shits that's going on.
you know what i really can't take this anymore. i really need something else. i need a change....ciao!
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