Saturday, April 29, 2006

i'm ready promotion....dream on......

what a freaking day. well i did not sleep well last night for some reason. i believe there's something that will go wrong later. i may think that it regards with my friggin infraction again. o well come what may. for some reason, we still don't have our salaries yet. i just don't understand why this company fails to process that on time. they're so incompetent and irresponsible. they're going to get theirs. i hear a lot of reasons from them from these little birds and the first reason was that some people failed to pass their time sheet and also the second one is that there are no forms from them that they have received. one of the shift sups here checked it on the intranet and walah, they got the form indicating that they should give our salary on friday. now they're dead. palibhasa, they already have their salaries.

i have watched the last episode of encantadia and it's not that convincing. it's like the story or it's missing a part of the story. it's a very sad ending because one of their sisters died and so one kingdom was lead by it's daughter and was the caretaker of the gem. but at least it already ended.

i wonder how much will be my salary this cut off. please don't disappoint me for any discrepancies because of their incompetencies. too bad that i just saw 2 of ghoti's minions. well i really hate seeing them and it makes my day even worse. well yesterday i was so damn demotivated because of ghoti's application as a TL. o well better luck next time. until now my application is still pending i just hate it because they don't even inform me. so sad. i don't want to be an agent for the rest of my friggin life. it sucks big time. i just don't know what could possibly go wrong again today. i hope there are good news. i just can't wait to see that better days. well i think life is sad and cruel and it is here to stay but it's real life anyway.

i'll try my best and the best ever to make things better. if only my sister would snap oput of that BO person, then everything will be nice and comfy. lsat night she asked BO to come over to our house which pisses me off big time. of course they've spent time reconcilliating and shit, and hopefully she won't give that person the nth chance, it's not second, third and fourth chance but more than the 5th tchance. she's so inconsiderate. i would say that i am the one who is inconsiderate because i'm just thinking about myself and my career growth if ever she would marry bob, but i do believe it's not just me that would have a major change in life but also her family and son. that's not selfish i believe. please make up her mind and please make sure that my sister would just accept bob's offer and that make her think that it will be better and that the person is really nice and good and not just any ordinary man she has been with.

o well, it's 12minutes and counting before i log in. they said that it is queueing and i just funcking hate it. hopefully things will be light for all of us here at work and there's no pressure so we can live our lives good. what could possibly go wrong? i just can't relax. well some of my batch mates here are already promoted and i'm so darn happy for them. how i wish i could be like them. if it weren't for this ghoti and tl, things would have been lighter and easier for me. i am highly demotivated by them. they suck and theys hould deserve something cruel in return. so far the bitch and the fish are not around yet. hopefully they won't go to work today. so i can live my day peacefully. i just can't wait for may 5, because it is our regularization day and don't tell me that i will not be regularized or else i'm gonna have to go ballistic and freak out.

too bad, tl just arrived. arrgh! ok wait til i get another feedback. well i have managed to greet her and talk to her for quite a minute and then she went away. just to show that we're in good shape but definitely not. it's not being plastic and all, it's like i am just getting over things. so that she would not come up with any comments and feedback about my personality ust like what had happened before. right now i am hoping that fish will become a tl and so he has to leave the team so i can somehow dominate, i don't know. i am also happy because almost all of my batchmates here in this team are applying for L2 position so somehow i will be left here and i can dominate, mwahahahahahaha! i won't be evil like fish, it will be a friendly domination and not abusive just like fish.

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH! i'm so pissed off, because fish is already promoted and i'm stuck here. i just don't understand the way i feel. i am happy for him and i'm mad and i just don't know why. i feel like i'm left behind and seriously i feel like i could just die. how fortunate these people are. i wanted to freak out now. i want to scream and shout until i exhausted all the pain and torments that i have inside with this situation. when will i be able to make it there. if ever i would become a workforce, i will be fucking happy and satisfied at least i don't have to take in calls for the rest of my fucking life. also i am hoping that my sister would take bob seriously now because it will be one of the success that we will have. i just don't understand why would she consider having bo back. he's not really that ok person and shwe won't get anything from that guy and it's a pain in the ass.

o well one more thing, 2 of his minions are also getting promoted as an l2 for the other account. what the fuck. i just can't understand why the hell win is selected, basically when it comes to his stats, he fails and he should not be selected and others deserve that position and not that brat. o well it only shows that i am incompatent since i don't get anything and my application up to now is still pending and i'm really sick of it.

by the way i am reading some articles here from what had gerald garcia sent me. it's an article for arrousal purposes. anyway, Marco once told me earlier that he is happy for fish's promotion because basically, the team now is quiet and peaceful. i even told him that i will tell him some things about what's going on and stuff. and also what i feel about fish's promotion. later on we will have a chit chat galore. alright.

well i have talked with jp regarding my inner feelings about the situation that has been going on in this messed up team and he told me that he does not even liked fish too ever since and he gave me some advises about things which i acknowledged. i also gave some benefit of the doubt about the whole nine yards. then while we were approaching the gas chamber i saw ron talking with ferdie and he went out and called me and i said wait a minute and stuff. then after smoking from the gas chamber i approached ferdie and ron already went home. ok fine and all he wanted to say was fish does not deserve it and all. well there's nothing we can do about it.......

it's a good thing that he, FISH, already promoted and will have it's own team and hopefully, he would experience the karmas when he finally have his own freaking team. i hope that all of his agents would drag him down to his downfall, mwahahahahahaha! too bad for him if that's the case but he deserve it anyway. well a never ending topic, i really hope that i will pass my interview for my application as an RTA so everything will be better and dandy and stuff. if that's the case well at least i have flown away from this messed up place.

Well i'm pretty much happy because at least i have built closeness with jp even more. at least i am comfortable in sharing my frustrations and all. i would really consider him as my good friend. hopefully everything will be just fine and dandy between me and him. i am also hoping that he has not forgotten my mp3 player, mwahahahahaahaha! o well, things will og my way sooner or later.

o well just heard that someone here already made a printout for our team logo and shit. i will not compete with that. it's just a shit that will never recognize you anyway for your job......

well i'll be going to buy me a dvd drive later before i go home. see you tomorrow....

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