Sunday, April 30, 2006

think of a better day

it just keeps getting better. well i have talke d with jakky about his promotion and all. then we talked about fish's promotion as a TL. well he qanted to know something about that shit head. well i have told him almost everything that has been going on. well one thing i have found out is he also deos not like fish and his first impression was he's not really a good and competent person. he has this aura that makes him feel that he cheats. well he's darn right and all i really wanted to say is fish is really a prick, the biggest prick. i just found out that there are a lot of people who hated that person. well it's only a proof that i'm not the only person that hsa this feeling about him. i definitely can connect what i think about fish with others. how i wish things could change. if only some shift sups here would ask me about it. well of course they won't even care about it and they believe that it is just a hearsay which i also consider because i don't have any written proof. well good luck with him. hopefully everyone would like him and hopefully he won't be a bitch with his team. honestly, i envy him with his action plans. at least he has that. unlike me, i'm just a pathetic born loser with nothing to prove. there's always a brand new day. maybe because this is just not my day and all or even not my year. i was hoping that people would recognize me as a nice decent person but i believe they don't well it's better that way than being popular and all, people would really find a way for your downfall. i keep on hoping that i would be promoted somehow so i can somehow have a different exciting life. being an agent for the rest of my life sucks big time and call center is really not that good.

by the way i have managed to purchase the dvd-rw drive yesterday and i was too darn happy and excited but it did not really made my day. well, i have installed it and did some tests with it to check if it could detect and play dvds and especially if it could ready the disc that i have written some files that my typical cd-rw could not read. well it installed the software written on it but i could not copy it to my hdd. at least i have managed to install the software. anyway, i am just worried once my sister found out that i have a new drive in the computer. of course she would ask me how the hell did i buy that well i would tell her that i saved money and it made me save it for months. i don't have to worry about that. if ever he would go , i mean she would go hysterical again just like what had happened before well i would really berate at her. my next plan is to purchase a video card once i get my rice subsidy this month and hopefullly i will be regularized. if ever i would have to get that i'll immediately buy that shit, mwahahaha plus casing.

i was talking with cy about the application he has and so far there's no issue about blocking his application by TL. Then this Fish came by and cy congratulated him but i didn't. why would i congratulate him. you can say that i'm bitter but wht my reason behind that is, he cheated and all for that success so i don't really see that it is a success. do you know what i mean? hopefully someone in the workforce would found out that he's cheating while he's taking calls for now so that it would really stop his promotion, mwahahahahaha! hopefully someone is barging on his call and he released it and was caught by someone with a screen shot. that will be awesome. i just fucking hate him, because since he arrived, he's so noisy and all like he's grasping for an attention. he's so damn pathetic. anyway, good luck for you, wishing you all the best fish. i may not like you at all, but definitely i am happy for your success? i don't jknow.....

**sigh** ok what else could possibly go wrong to happen. well hopefully nothing would happen to me. i mean, nothing bad that would happen to me. well ron just messaged me and asking if i'm already here at work. i replied to him. what would he want again..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! well ron is actually here already. i have managed to talk with him about this issue and he's already going home. he had mentioned that he would go back to operations because there's no more soft skill training. he said that he will request for him to be transferred to fish's team. he said that it's show time. well good luck with that. i believe that it is not appropriate though he admitted that he is not scared to be terminated for anything that he will do. ok, good luck.

by the way earlier when i woke up have received rex's message that he's asking me to visit him later. i havent replied yet but i will tell him that i will visit him on monday if it'll be ok. i don't know whether mom would permit me. i just can't stand this feeling s i have in this fucking team. it really sucks big time. i feel like i'm lost and tormented and torn apart. i wish i could cry now. i wish i could scream and shout right now. well tl is building rapport with fish and all and they are so noisy that they wanted to make me feel bad and all about it. well just heard a lot of things about them. well all i can say is take care of your asses. i won't be the reason for your downfall, i'm just here to be subtle and just do my own freaking job. i'm not a kind of person who would drag anyone down unless you have done a grave mistake onto me. i won't allow that at all. these are totally a mistake. i hope i could be anything. i'm so dead tired of this all. i really would like to get outta this place. well so long dubai, i guess my sister already reconcilled with bo. hopefully she won't be like dorothy, our auntie.

well i have been receiving emails, congratulating fish and all. ha! what a pathetic born losers. they should only congratulate aries for it's honesty. i don't want to be arrogant just congratulating aries and sending it to all. anyway it's better to just sit back, relax and think of a better day.

so far i am receivnng nice and good customers. what could possibly go wrong?......

well as of the moment, tl and fish are having a coaching session for some shits. i can barely hear them and so i am annoyed like i could just kill them. you can really see it to his face that he is very excited and all. ha! let's see what will this new beginning result. my chest is compressing when i'm thinking about it that i can't breathe and think straight and be happy. well i do believe that they haven't won yet. it's just another beginning for him, mwahahahahaha! he'll find someone his own size.

o well i guess things will be better and i would find a better day.

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